Disclaimer: tak tau pun bila nak ada pt 2 but nak cakap jugak about who am i now, as I'm more aware of my behavior and emotions.
I am that emotional person. I really am. I'm so emotional that im tired w myself. Like literally. But, I only invest my emotion in things that i really really like. In other way, it means that i keep things that i like very small. Cause it'll be too tiring for me. So things that i like and can get soooo emotional is singers that i like, movies that i like, hmmm and maybe thats it hahaha see. So small. I just cant think of any other things. My family and super close friends of course. So for example, singer. I like this one group, GOT7. Because of them, i like the bunch of people from their company. Like literally all of them. Be it the actor or choreographer. They're under the company,then i like them. So i kinda call myself as an ahgase (got7), myday (day6) and babyj (jimin). But the thing is, my emotions are most invest in got7. I can go riot if anything happens to them. But as for day6 and jimin, i didnt emotionally invested as much, but they're definitely my go-to singers for good goood songs and i didn't even listen to got7 as much as I listened to day6 and jimin. And for the other artists, as long as they're still signed w the company,they have my support hahahaha why am i talking about this? Because i just watched end game hahaha and it got me sobbing in the cinema. Why? Bcz I'm emotionally invested with the movie hahaha previously it was high school musical. HSM ends. Then it was X-men, then the characters that i grew up with gone. And now it's w MCU. I think I'm just attached w the original 6 avengers. That is what got me crying so hard. Because it shows their journey. Ahhh i can't bring myself to talk about it. I got tears in ky eyes now. I feel so numb after watching the movie. And people around me just dont understand. Hmmm. Maybe I'm going to find a new series to watch la kan? But back to movies, what I noticed is, I attached to the characters, not the actors. Previously i thought it was the actors. But similar to hsm, when the series ended, I didn't do any follow up on the actors pun hahahaha and got7 is an exception. Ahhaa the other thing that I'm emotionally invest is Malaysian movies, those underrated underground value-compact movies. I always find my way to watch these movies and I'm hurt whenever ppl says that Malaysia cant produce good movies. I mean, I've watched tons of it and the movies didn't get the promotion and support as they deserve. So it's your lost sucker. So that's it for now.
That's why i think i only have a handful of things that i like bcz liking so many things is tiring to me as i invest so many thing on them. And usually not money but yeah.